renewal

i want to make a list of things that i will or want to do this year.
here i go:

see broken social scene/feist/kevin drew somehow, somewhere.
start working.
live ALONE. at last.
own furniture? weird.
meet some new friends.
get in shape. at least get skinnier.
that means less going out.
photo development. trent i need your chemicals.
buy new clothes!
figure out what i really want to do with my life.
stability for a while first.
find peace.
recreate myself. just the outside i mean.
find some new things that i love.

i think that's all. for now.

here is a sexy video:

green sobriety

not looking forward to it.

rediscovered the moon & antarctica after they played it at revolution last night. what a great album.

i need to write about graduating.
but that will have to wait until another time.

ps. its raining so hard outside. so awesome.

what relief

amen.

avoiding studies

i'm glad that school is almost over
but life has been making me feel really strange lately
all this change is coming
but right now everything is the same
i guess i'm just really anxious
ready for things to start moving
changing
ready for something new

and ready to stop drinking red bull
and start sleeping

thank you vice

ain't that the truth

dear god-
please don't let that be my life.

people are funny

its interesting to observe them. especially removing yourself from the reality of it all.

this weekend is the perfect example. its hard for me to comprehend why they act they way that they do. and sometimes with the intensity that they do.

i guess everything is right in the end. perhaps i'm just ready to get there.