cocaine skin

currently obsessed with kevin drew's new album. but my favorite song is not on it. cocaine skin is one of the non-album recordings and it just makes me feel good. found it on his myspace page and listen to it all the time. maybe too folky for some, but i loves it.

anyway- today has been interesting. both of my classes were cancelled, so i worked until 1 and then came home and took a nap. still having strange feelings about life. had a dream last night i got a phone call from e&y nyc saying they wanted me to start in february. too bad it was in my dreams. i suppose i'll continue dreaming until i find out for sure.

tomorrow morning i'll drive to dallas for my office visit with protiviti. hopefully that will go well. don't know if i want to be a consultant, but maybe for a while it would be good. at least a time for me to transition into being a grownup. i'm not ready for that. but i am very ready for new things- so i think it'll be good for a time. it's funny, this morning i was sitting at work thinking about being at a job where i actually felt like i had worth (today at the women's resource center my main task was dusting the bookshelves) and i got really excited. so, maybe when i'm in a place where i have tasks and i feel like i'm working towards an achievable goal i'll finally be happy. i hope so at least.

i think i'm done blogging for now. feeling strangely somber. maybe because it's halloween.